Today I made it up to $275 on my mission trip fund raising, I'm only $25 away, that's almost nothing, so I'm definately going! well, I'm grounded right now for sneaking out in the middle of the night and going to friend's houses. I only got cought because people are stupid. If there weren't a bunch of idiots that ride bikes in the middle of the night and rob cars and stuff then the cop never would have stopped me. I people. Then I freaked out and lied to him and told him I lived at Amy's house hoping that Amy would answer the door first and tell her parents to pretend to be my parents but that didn't work out too well and he gave me a citation for "failure to identify myself to a police officer" I think I'm going to complain about that. I gave him my phone number and my name and the right address numbers, just the wrong street is all. haha. oh well, we'll see how it goes. I don't want to go see a judge. and my parents are gonna put me in counseling. gah! why do I need a counselor? I'm not a bad kid! I'm not insane! this is the only thing I've gotten in trouble for in years, this and staying up all night. oooo!!! that's a big sin there! oh well, I'll live.

I am sorry that I never made it over to your house Sara, I had hoped that at least mark and nathan would so you wouldn't be bored waiting for me, but since you fell asleep anyway then that's just fine, and then you got woken up, which I'm also sorry for. lol.

I don't think I'm gonna be grounded for long, and I might be on a little bit while I'm at Robert's, so I should hopefully at least be able to blog onece or twice while I'm up there and my blog won't be completely for the better part of a month. I'm so glad I have Mexico coming up so soon so it's not like I'm missing much anyway. but I still being grounded, and now i'm not going to be able to sneak out again. How depressing. well anyway, have a great month everyone! |

I sent out my fund raising letters the day before yesterday and today my pastor called and he's giving me $150!!! I'm already halfway there, I only need $300. plus some spending money. so not quite halfway there, but I'm really happy. At this rate, I won't have to work for missions money any more than the 4 hours of ing eggs on my head door to door that one day, and that wasn't even for my own money. I'm definately going to mexico next month!

well, going over to Sarah's didn't work out really like I had planned, but oh well, some other time. her whole family left the house for almost the whole day 'cept her. lol. I can't go over there if it's just her. Not that we would do anything bad. I'm not that kinda guy, I'm just not allowed over there without her parents being there.

Today Abby rode around the farms for half an hour trying to find my house but couldn't. why don't I just put a big sign up!? nobody can ever find my house! I think I will put up a sign. It'll say "The Varner House" in big bold letters. Reflective letters.

A link to my blog got posted on Sara's blog, so now maybe more people will read my blog. Now maybe some people will read my blog other than Abby and Samantha. I know at least Sara does now, and mark too cause he asked me for my blog. and I found out that Sara and Russell are back together. best of luck to them.

Have a great day everyone! |

Well, I guess this is the one that knocks off my very first blog on this particular blog, so to knock it off let's celebrate it with an original song that I have yet to put a tune to but will as soon as seth gets back from romania.

In the morning when the grass is damp
And the air is cool, even in the summer time
Hold me close until the sun breaks the sky apart
And the clouds spill their golden across the tops of the trees
And we’ll be together, for days and days and years and years
Stay awake with me, until the moon brightens into a star
And the clouds blush in the sky and the birds cry out their Miserere
And we’ll be together, for years and year, and lifetimes and lifetimes

This is now officially no longer a "new" blog. have a great day everyone!
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Once again, Abby, I'm sorry I didn't get over there to help you with the cleaning and what not. I was really busy and I just now finished with those stupid letters. I really wanted to go over and see you and help you out. From now on I'm going to try to be a more dependable friend and ally. I love you to , and I would never want to let you down again.

I found out where Sarah lives today, and it's waaay closer than i expected. inks I'll ride my bike over there tomorrow. |

Samantha, (Abby's sister) lol, do you read my blog? If you do, email me at zeritule@hotmail.com I'd like to hear from you, since you're obviously bord enough to read people's blogs anyway, I'm sure you'll have time to.

Sarah's back! finally! lol. I'm so happy. I can't wait to see her. |

It's official, I everything about my computer. It's getting worse, now it randomly shuts down programs twice as often, and the mouse is dieing and I just want to kill it.

Yesterday was a great day. I can't believe they took a picture of me putting in my rubber bands. haha. you guys are crazy... so anyway, last night kelsey Grammer hosted the late show and he has a shocking resemblance to david letterman. It really scared me. I thought it was him.his head is wider though. and his voice is quite different. |

another day, another life to live, another way to live it. and another song to sing. here's another original ;)

Blog blog blog your boat
Gently down the stream
Merrily merrily merrily merrily
Blogging's but a dream. |

Well, my house got wrapped, right out from under my nose. bravo guys. |

Hey, good afternoon! I got stung by a red wasp today. Evil little punk! lol, it hurt soo bad, and my finger swelled up almost twice the size that it used to be. (it stung me on the little finger of my right hand) it was all read and stuff, swelled up to the knuckle. Then I went to go see "The Italian Job". It was good. I mean, I liked it a lot, it just didn't really have much of anything to it. It was all good, and none of it was great. at least none of it was bad. I was kinda dissapointed in edward norton though. He did a good job with the character that he had, but it was a weak character. I'm dissapointed he picked it. he should have been the hulk istead. haha, j/k that's an interesting concept though. my dog is whining to go out. That's like the 5th time today, and the last time I got stung. oh well. adios. I'm gonna go take him out. |

Good morning everyone, and no one really because no body even knows my blog exists, much less reads it. I know it seems like I'm blogging, but I'm realyl just trying to get my blog started. No point in having a blog if you don't have any reading material. it certainly won't be like this forever, maybe a blog or two, sometimes three, a day, and it's quite doubtfull that they'll be as long as these have been. But for now, I just want to give everyone something to keep their minds occupied.

My mouse is constantly dieing. I spent about 20 minutes yesterday trying to figure out how to navigate my computer. I've just one problem. I don't know how to select things on the little bar at the bottom. I can get to the start menu, that's easy enough. but really all I want to do is open the things I already have. I've figured out how to get from conversation to conversation, and switch songs, but I can't figure out how to get to my blog if I'm already there. and if I get there through a whole new window that I opened, then I don't know how to blog. not without my mouse. oh well.

Last night my mom got mad that I was up so late even though she had told me to go to sleep, so she turned off the power in this room. all of it. she went ot the breakers and fliped the switch. I it when she does that. to those of you that I was involved in a conversation with durring that time, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to just vanish. My mom just gets crazy sometimes. have a good day everyone! |

Abby got back today! I'm soo happy. She'd been gone for what seemed like forever. it's great having her back, AND she got her lisence today, so I'm gonna force her to drive over to my house ^_^ lol.

I'm finally starting to get into the book I'm reading. It's the second book in a really long series and the first one was magnificent, so I expected as much from the second, but it started out kinda dull. but one you get past the first 150 pages it starts to pick up. at the rate I'm going I'll be done by the end of the week. then onto the book my grandmother gave me, and I think I'll read a few redwalls books as well, I haev two of them sitting in my room, but I haven't really thought about reading them yet. but I want to, and I will. And maybe I'll read shadow puppets, from the ender series which I've already read 6 books in. I really liked that series. one of the best I've ever read. that kinda makes it sound like I read a lot of book serieses, but I don't. I've read maybe 5. haha.but I'm working on that. If only I wasn't in the process of reading a 9000 page series right now. I'm never going to finish it. oh well, at any rate, it's really interesting. I should read more instead of spending all my time blogging and what not |

well, I promised song lyrics, so here they are. orrignal, of my own creation. I wish I had a comment option so I could see what you guys all think, but I'm too stupid to figure out how to get one. I've been working on putting this to music for a while. I've got a guitar part and stuff, I just need a drummer and a bassist. haha. one of these days I'll get them. but here it is.

though the walls are so thin
and they don't keep out the cold
I'm warm here with you,
together we'll grow old
though the stars in the sky are as hot as they are
I'm warmer with you
because they are so far
and when time freezes when you're around
I feel your love surround
every where I am
everywhere I go
you're here with me
when I walk through the snow
on a cold winter day
and my coat is too thin
I'm warmer knowing that you’re here beside me
Knowing that you care about me
Knowing that you love me
Feeling your love surround me
And the grace that you give me
When I make my mistakes
and when we spend our days
skipping rocks on the lakes
I’m warm here with my memories of you
Though the walls are breaking down
And the snow fills the room
I’m warm here with you
Though I know your not there
And I miss you so much
The smell of your hair
The gleam of your eyes
The sound of your voice
It’s been so long since I’ve heard the noise
Of you rolling over asleep in the bed
Nothing seems easy now that you’re
I miss you so much and I’ll see you some day
When I walk through the gates
and all the people will say
he loved her, he did more than anything else
and he’s warmer with her than he would be in hell
though his turned to ice
and he suffocated in snow
he was warm… just thinking of her.
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now for my first serious blog, well not really serious, but it's not an intro.

I really like this new version of the blog better. it's more detailed and easier to work with. Though it still runs on html which I have yet to begin to understand, I do understand colors though. that's about it.

Lots of things going on right now. Some good some bad. Let's see, most of my friends are gone doing something or other. even my little brother's gone. my sister and several of my other friends will be leaving shortly after everyone else gets back. The worst thing though, is that Sarah is gone. Just when I was about to work up the nerve to call her. ^_^ I'm such a loser. But she likes me anyway, so I'm happy enough.

Sara (without the h) is slowly getting over the whole Russell thing, slowly, but surely. actually, I guess it's pretty darn fast considering how long they were together. If I had been together with someone for a year and a half I really really doubt I would be as far over it as she is. She's still got a long way to go, but she's making good headway. She's a strong chick, Stronger than she gives herself credit for anyway.

Despite my prophetic words, Amy and Nathan are still together. I really really doubt they'll get married, but like the mcdonalds people say, "hey, it could happen". I dislike mcdonalds. some of their food is alright, but honestly, that ronald guy scares the heck out of me. speeking of Scary, Nathan and Amy really don't go good together, I hope they don't get married.

One of these days I'm gonan figure out html and my blog will be quite nice. oh well, at least I can read what I type on this one. on my last one the color of my letters in the box was black, and so was the box, because of the funky way my computer is configured. I did it myself ^_^ it's really quite nice, but it didn't fit well with the older version of blogger. works just fine with this one. I'm happy.

song lyrics are always a nice touch to a blog, but I don't want to put it on this particular blogging, maybe the next one, definately the next one. but this one is too long already, soooo... I guess this is goodbye. |

how to start... well I guess this is as good a way as any. welcome to my blog. I'm glad you came. I hope you enjoy your time here. I'll do my best to please you. |