Blindfolded and oblivious

Friday, April 23, 2004

a battle field-
swords crash against the scythe of death
blood soaks the once white wings
a black rain falls...

The earth is in the balance
and if the winged ones fail
then all will fade to darkness
and skin will grow thin and pale

light will leak from the eyes of all
we pray the winged ones do not fall

had nothing better to do at 5:39 PM

Thursday, April 22, 2004

I hate it when simple things go wrong and end up being really awkward...

had nothing better to do at 6:24 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2004

and I had this one figured out, that's why the suicide machine was built for two...

had nothing better to do at 5:10 PM

Monday, April 12, 2004

don't worry now, don't worry how, everything just seems to all work out, would you sing me now to sleep...

I love you all, and I hope you're having a better day than I am

had nothing better to do at 10:14 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2004

back from the grandparnets. Had a pretty good time, actually. I missed everyone down here, not that I would get to see any of you anyway. I never do anymore...

Unfinished (by Mineral)

I wish you could put your ear up to my heart
And hear how much I love you

I still dream of December
Dancing together with rings on our fingers

And the two shall become...

had nothing better to do at 12:09 AM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

I really didn't want the background to remain black, but the color contrast really is hugely different, and I kinda like it a lot, and I'm way too lazy to mess with colors any more than I already have for at least two weeks, so this is what you get, I hope you like the new format and what not. Sorry, it took me so long to get around to it. nobody reads my blog...

had nothing better to do at 11:58 PM

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Ok, so I still have some really bad color issues, with all the different colors I have it's really hard to get them to match, and I haven't had all that much time with all the make up work from the school I missed last week and what not, but I'm done with the spacing and resizing, and I got comments back up, though I have no idea what trackback is... Bear with me here, the colors will be fixed asap

had nothing better to do at 6:12 PM

Sunday, April 04, 2004

ok, before you freak out about how much contrast and how ugly so many parts of my blog are, just know that I'm not done and it'll probably look a whole lot different and I'll move some stuff around and maybe get rid of a box or two before I'm finished and hopefully it won't look this awful then, but right now, I'm just gonna take a break.

had nothing better to do at 7:17 PM

gotta fix the template, gotta fix the template!

had nothing better to do at 6:30 PM

Saturday, April 03, 2004

"I do much wonder that one man, seeing how much another man is a fool when he dedicates his behaviors to love, will fall in love himself."

had nothing better to do at 12:31 PM

ok, so apparently my last post didn't have a title, though I swear I put it up there. So something's wrong with my titles. I'll fix it later. not really a big deal now,a nd it's late, and I'm tired, and my watch says it's 6:36. stupid watch. We got knocked out at district. it was really a shame, we deserved to advance. oh well, whatever. I get my letter jacket just for competing, and it really was a lot of fun, and we made it farther than any other brazoswood play in the past 6 years.

had nothing better to do at 12:56 AM

goodies

buddy blogs

Natalie's blog
Ben's blog
marissa's blog
Kelsi's blog
Jenny's blog
get your own blog
other links

sluggy freelance, an online graphic story
homestar
mystery link

my wishlist

1. Read the entire wheel of time series

2. Get married

3. Spend a month in Spain

4. Spend a month in London, England

5. Spend at least a month in New Zealand.

6. Become a famous film director

7. Win an Oscar

8. Learn to play the guitar

9. Play the part of Bottom in âMidsummer Nightâs dreamâ (done)

10. Star in a major motion picture.

11. Be the antagonist in a major motion picture.

12. Live as a hermit for a month.

13. Beat the crap out of someone...(done)

14. Move out of Texas.

15. Write a hit play.

16. Go on a missionâs trip (done)

17. become a spy and infiltrate a super secret society.

18. Write a best selling book.

19. become rich and buy all my friends theyâre greatest dream.

20. Fall deeply and truly in love with someone who loves me as much as I love her. (done)

21. Backpack around Europe for a few years.

21. Invent something that revolutionizes the world.

22. Make love to only one person my entire life.

23. Buy a house in the mountains in New Zealand.

24. Wake up with fog so thick all around me I canât see a few feet in front of me.

25. Give a tithe of a million dollars.

26. Become a National Merrit scholar for the PSAT (done).

26. Play Rosencrantz in "Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead."

27. Read all the Redwall books.(that's not gonna happen. they're way too numerous and borring)

28. Run a marathon. (if only i wasn't so fat and lazy)

29. Memorize the periodic table of elemants. ( don't kow why...)

30. Be someoneâs best friend.(hopefully that's done, but I want to keep this one going)

31. Get the crap beaten out of me.

32. Eat a meal consisting entirely of condiments.

33. Have a snowball fight. (done)

34. Make a snowman. (done)

35. Go on a bike ride with my friends in the rain.

36. Spend a whole day with my friends outside in the rain.

37. Save someoneâs life.(done)

38. Start a band and have at least 10 concerts before we go under.

39. Release an album.

40. read over 100 web comics. br />
41. Collect over 100 different kinds of shoelaces (none round and none that donât need to be tied. I dislike those)

42. Win state in the UIL One Act Play competition. (one last chance)

43. Live past the age of 90 and still be able to walk.(though i don't want to live that long)

44. Win at least one merit award at school. (not counting perfect attendance) (done)

45. Download 1000 songs. (Iâm currently up to 552)

46. Raise a son that speaks 4 languages before heâs 6 and knows more geography than I know now. Heâll also know his math quite well. Heâll be able to read, and write. And heâll be wise beyond his years, and then Iâll put him in the best darn private school I can find and theyâll teach him to the best of their ability and heâll be very social and not some nerdy loser with no friends. Heâll be decent and have good morals that he sticks to. Heâll find a great lady and marry her lateish in his years and heâll be rich and prosper wonderfully.

47. Make all hundreds in at least one of my academic classes. (can't. too lazy...)

48. Make over 100 things to do on this list.

49. Write a book of poetry and get it published.

50. Spend a whole day lying in a hammock in the rain listening to music.

51. Make an uneven number of things to do on my wishlist. (done)

52. Make a perfect score on the SATs

53. Graduate early (though I've decided I'm not going to)

54. Play "Watchman #2" in "Much Ado About Nothing" (*done)

55. Actually keep up with my blog

56. change my blog template (done this one lots of times)

57. Move away from my parents

58. be dirt poor for a while

59. travel around living off of a simple theatrical productions for almost no money

60. grow out my hair long enough to put it all in a pony tail

61. Wear my pencil costume into a fancy resturaunt, or to the prom, or something very formal.

62. keep myself out of love triangles from now on.

63. play the part of Macduff in Makbeth (done)

64. play the part of Raul in Phantom of the Opera.