Blindfolded and oblivious

Saturday, August 26, 2006
So here I am at college. Foolishly I've already slept through 2 of my classes, one actually at 12:30 in the afternoon. So far, at least out of the ones that I've made it to, my classes seem like they'll be pretty cool. It's so nice having short classes. 50 minutes is so much more tolerable than 90, plus, I don't have four in a row, which is wonderful.
So...what's important in my life...The walk from my apartment to the campus is a good 40 minutes, and I don't have my bike because it wouldn't fit in the car, so That really wore me out the first day of classes, since I had three that day, and I went back to my apartment in between every one, (a bad idea). I did, the next day, find a bus that will take me to campus that's only about 10 minutes away from my apartment on foot, so that was a life saver.
I still need some of my books because the bookstore here didn't have them. New management.
Things between Julie and I are a bit rockier than usual right now. I think it might be because she's tired of the distance thing, it could also be because I'm a jerk a lot of the time, so I'm gonna try to be nicer, and who knows, maybe things between she and I will end up okay, or maybe they'll end entirely. I certainly hope it's not the latter because I do love her very much and I'd be devistated to lose her. I just wish I knew how to make her happy.
My apartment is pretty cool, and my parents loaded me up with tons of food when we moved in, so I haven't needed to eat outside of my apartment yet. I've still got a whole bunch of food left too, and I have a stove and an oven, and a microwave and a fridge and what not, so I can fix anything I want. I'm even getting a washer and drier soon, which will be nice and should save me a lot of quarters. anyway, that's about all for now.
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I'm always going to love you, Julie, and I don't care who knows it.
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
so...college college college...My earliest class is 9:30, MWF. On tuesdays and thursdays my first class is at 11:00. I'm excited about that. I'm really very excited about this whole thing. Everyone there seemed really nice, well, not everyone, but most people, the campus was really cool and easy to navigate, my living arangements are pretty good. I think everything's going to be okay. The only thing left to do is go up there, and well...move in and such, I still need to buy a lot of things for that, hopefully my scholarship will pay for that too.
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my wishlist
1. Read the entire wheel of time series

2. Get married

3. Spend a month in Spain

4. Spend a month in London, England

5. Spend at least a month in New Zealand.

6. Become a famous film director

7. Win an Oscar

8. Learn to play the guitar

9. Play the part of Bottom in “Midsummer Night’s dream” (done)

10. Star in a major motion picture.

11. Be the antagonist in a major motion picture.

12. Live as a hermit for a month.

13. Beat the crap out of someone...(done)

14. Move out of Texas.

15. Write a hit play.

16. Go on a mission’s trip (done)

17. become a spy and infiltrate a super secret society.

18. Write a best selling book.

19. become rich and buy all my friends they’re greatest dream.

20. Fall deeply and truly in love with someone who loves me as much as I love her. (done)

21. Backpack around Europe for a few years.

21. Invent something that revolutionizes the world.

22. Make love to only one person my entire life.

23. Buy a house in the mountains in New Zealand.

24. Wake up with fog so thick all around me I can’t see a few feet in front of me.

25. Give a tithe of a million dollars.

26. Become a National Merrit scholar for the PSAT (done).

26. Play Rosencrantz in "Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead."

27. Read all the Redwall books.(that's not gonna happen. they're way too numerous and borring)

28. Run a marathon. (if only i wasn't so fat and lazy)

29. Memorize the periodic table of elemants. ( don't kow why...)

30. Be someone’s best friend.(hopefully that's done, but I want to keep this one going)

31. Get the crap beaten out of me.

32. Eat a meal consisting entirely of condiments.

33. Have a snowball fight. (done)

34. Make a snowman. (done)

35. Go on a bike ride with my friends in the rain.

36. Spend a whole day with my friends outside in the rain.

37. Save someone’s life.(done)

38. Start a band and have at least 10 concerts before we go under.

39. Release an album.

40. read over 100 web comics. br />
41. Collect over 100 different kinds of shoelaces (none round and none that don’t need to be tied. I dislike those)

42. Win state in the UIL One Act Play competition. (one last chance)

43. Live past the age of 90 and still be able to walk.(though i don't want to live that long)

44. Win at least one merit award at school. (not counting perfect attendance) (done)

45. Download 1000 songs. (I’m currently up to 552)

46. Raise a son that speaks 4 languages before he’s 6 and knows more geography than I know now. He’ll also know his math quite well. He’ll be able to read, and write. And he’ll be wise beyond his years, and then I’ll put him in the best darn private school I can find and they’ll teach him to the best of their ability and he’ll be very social and not some nerdy loser with no friends. He’ll be decent and have good morals that he sticks to. He’ll find a great lady and marry her lateish in his years and he’ll be rich and prosper wonderfully.

47. Make all hundreds in at least one of my academic classes. (can't. too lazy...)

48. Make over 100 things to do on this list.

49. Write a book of poetry and get it published.

50. Spend a whole day lying in a hammock in the rain listening to music.

51. Make an uneven number of things to do on my wishlist. (done)

52. Make a perfect score on the SATs

53. Graduate early (though I've decided I'm not going to)

54. Play "Watchman #2" in "Much Ado About Nothing" (*done)

55. Actually keep up with my blog

56. change my blog template (done this one lots of times)

57. Move away from my parents

58. be dirt poor for a while

59. travel around living off of a simple theatrical productions for almost no money

60. grow out my hair long enough to put it all in a pony tail

61. Wear my pencil costume into a fancy resturaunt, or to the prom, or something very formal.

62. keep myself out of love triangles from now on.

63. play the part of Macduff in Makbeth (done)

64. play the part of Raul in Phantom of the Opera.