Blindfolded and oblivious

Friday, October 14, 2005
so I don't even know if this is going to be posted because my computer is really screwy right now, but anyway. Yeah...so, the SAT is not fun, not that I didn't already know that, it just sucks to be reminded, and I have a headache. I don't think I've eaten all day. No reason why, I just haven't. I ate some french fries, and some chocalate (really healthy, good and nurishing). God, I'm pathetic loser... (see, now this just makes it worse because I'm mentioning it on my blog, which is of course a cry for help, not that I really need help. I mean, I'm not overly happy right now, I'm actually kinda miserable, and I am a loser, whether you tell me I am or not. It really isn't a cry for help, it just appears to be. In fact, I said it just because I wanted you all to know that I know.)
|
Saturday, October 08, 2005
alright, Julie. This is how it's going to work. I refuse to post anymore unless you start mentioning me on your blog. For everytime you mention me on your blog, a post will be made on mine, a real post, a long and intendedly interesting one, but only when you mention me in one of your posts, because I'm probably more upset by the fact that you leave me out of your blog than you are because of my lack of posts, especially since you posted on my birthday and didn't even bother to mention me. Thanks, thanks a lot.
|
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
soo....today is my birthday. I think this is probably one of the best birthday's that I've ever had, not counting the birthday parties, which I've been lacking in since I started public school due to the total lack of time. Anyway, this morning I arrived at school to find an enourmous box containing my present from Phillip on the stage. I open it to find a smaller box, then again to find an even smaller box, which has inside of it a bizarre little green ball full of goop that when squeezed protrudes through a netting that covers the ball into an orange tumor. It was highly popular among school and circulated through all of my classes untill finally ending up in fausia mahama's hands during fourth period where it burst and oozed to its death. During third period I recieved a phone call from Julie. She left me a wonderful message of her singing me happy birthday, which I listened to more than once, and greatly enjoyed. It was really sweet. Then after rehearsal, I went to Marissa's to make a bonfire shirt, which I think is at least moderately decent considering the amount of time and effort put into it. Thank you to all of you who remembered my birthday. Thanks most especially to Julie for being as wonderful as she is.
|
my wishlist
1. Read the entire wheel of time series

2. Get married

3. Spend a month in Spain

4. Spend a month in London, England

5. Spend at least a month in New Zealand.

6. Become a famous film director

7. Win an Oscar

8. Learn to play the guitar

9. Play the part of Bottom in “Midsummer Night’s dream” (done)

10. Star in a major motion picture.

11. Be the antagonist in a major motion picture.

12. Live as a hermit for a month.

13. Beat the crap out of someone...(done)

14. Move out of Texas.

15. Write a hit play.

16. Go on a mission’s trip (done)

17. become a spy and infiltrate a super secret society.

18. Write a best selling book.

19. become rich and buy all my friends they’re greatest dream.

20. Fall deeply and truly in love with someone who loves me as much as I love her. (done)

21. Backpack around Europe for a few years.

21. Invent something that revolutionizes the world.

22. Make love to only one person my entire life.

23. Buy a house in the mountains in New Zealand.

24. Wake up with fog so thick all around me I can’t see a few feet in front of me.

25. Give a tithe of a million dollars.

26. Become a National Merrit scholar for the PSAT (done).

26. Play Rosencrantz in "Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead."

27. Read all the Redwall books.(that's not gonna happen. they're way too numerous and borring)

28. Run a marathon. (if only i wasn't so fat and lazy)

29. Memorize the periodic table of elemants. ( don't kow why...)

30. Be someone’s best friend.(hopefully that's done, but I want to keep this one going)

31. Get the crap beaten out of me.

32. Eat a meal consisting entirely of condiments.

33. Have a snowball fight. (done)

34. Make a snowman. (done)

35. Go on a bike ride with my friends in the rain.

36. Spend a whole day with my friends outside in the rain.

37. Save someone’s life.(done)

38. Start a band and have at least 10 concerts before we go under.

39. Release an album.

40. read over 100 web comics. br />
41. Collect over 100 different kinds of shoelaces (none round and none that don’t need to be tied. I dislike those)

42. Win state in the UIL One Act Play competition. (one last chance)

43. Live past the age of 90 and still be able to walk.(though i don't want to live that long)

44. Win at least one merit award at school. (not counting perfect attendance) (done)

45. Download 1000 songs. (I’m currently up to 552)

46. Raise a son that speaks 4 languages before he’s 6 and knows more geography than I know now. He’ll also know his math quite well. He’ll be able to read, and write. And he’ll be wise beyond his years, and then I’ll put him in the best darn private school I can find and they’ll teach him to the best of their ability and he’ll be very social and not some nerdy loser with no friends. He’ll be decent and have good morals that he sticks to. He’ll find a great lady and marry her lateish in his years and he’ll be rich and prosper wonderfully.

47. Make all hundreds in at least one of my academic classes. (can't. too lazy...)

48. Make over 100 things to do on this list.

49. Write a book of poetry and get it published.

50. Spend a whole day lying in a hammock in the rain listening to music.

51. Make an uneven number of things to do on my wishlist. (done)

52. Make a perfect score on the SATs

53. Graduate early (though I've decided I'm not going to)

54. Play "Watchman #2" in "Much Ado About Nothing" (*done)

55. Actually keep up with my blog

56. change my blog template (done this one lots of times)

57. Move away from my parents

58. be dirt poor for a while

59. travel around living off of a simple theatrical productions for almost no money

60. grow out my hair long enough to put it all in a pony tail

61. Wear my pencil costume into a fancy resturaunt, or to the prom, or something very formal.

62. keep myself out of love triangles from now on.

63. play the part of Macduff in Makbeth (done)

64. play the part of Raul in Phantom of the Opera.